Yay?But it seems the only reason that I'm listening to it is because I feel unnoticed. Ignored. I'm constantly staring into space, and it's causing many problems between me and my family :/ My dad thinks I'm agaisnt him or something.
I guess I'm back to this insecure state again. It's you again huh?
I just don't know why I just can't get over you.
You seem to be the only thing that doesn't make sense to me. Your actions are effortless and unintentional, but it turns my world upside down.
Feelings and relationships are NO mathematical equations! There's no to do's and have to's. No rules. That's what I tell myself. To me, everything can be calculated. A reason to every action. But i guess this does not apply on you.
I'm still unsure about this feeling. Maybe it's just peer pressure. Maybe I'm overreacting. But what I'm sure it has something to do with you. And it's totally out of my control.
I lack of confidence, which is what I need now to overcome this problem.
Basketball helps these days, it seems to take my mind off things for awhile.
Exams are coming and I don't seem to be doing what I'm suppose to do. My nature makes me procrastinate my duties and responsibilities. And you seem to make things worst.
This is another worst-en-ner. I'm back to Korean Drama again.
(He who can't marry)
It's about a guy, up there^ who's a 40yr old nerd where 3 different women (A doctor^, his best friend and a teenage girl) falls in love with. His profession and his nerdiness seems to be the attraction. And the best part is he doesn't communicate well with women, or anyone. His insensitive pisses them off, but his actions just keeps them hanging. Just 3 episodes and I'm already so into it. :P
Well, it's the 30th.
One more month and the burdens lift off. Then it shall be the best time to meddle with my thoughts.
Make my little solutions and conclusions and carry them out as planned.
For now, studies!
right after I finish this song
they're amazing!
and a some sleep?
